mood-swing

it's really tiring when it comes to b having so many bad thoughts in mind. different thoughts, different peculiar beliefs & behaviors, & etc. Despite of having so many probs in one time, i bet staying unfit in all matters will just keep escalating d probability of getting insane. I keep reminding myself that 'one step at a time' is d best policy to stay calm & hv a healthy life.


I had a really stressful weeks a month ago due to my hubby's health & yes my health too. He had been hospitalized due to dengue virus for a week & Alhamdulilah getting better now .I had my pap smear & my ultrasound scan done & everything is perfectly normal & in good condition. That's a relief, yet i keep thinking about women fertility & my health condition. I bought almost 6 books regarding pregnancy, fertility and women health & still couldn't get contented with d whole contents. I had my 'istihadah' for almost 31 days last month & it really changed my mood for the entire weeks. Hormones2. =((

& now, the only thing that's still bothering me...hmm it's wiser to just keep it to myself.

p/s: babies r now my latest obsession & sape2 yg sudi, pray for me so that i'll get pregnant too. Amin.

"In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful. Our Lord. Make of us Muslims, bowing to your (Will), and of our progeny Muslim, bowing to Your (will); and show us our place for the celebration (due) rites; and accept our repentance. Truly, You are the One who accepts repentance, the Most Merciful"